music right now: 'another day in paradise' by phil collins

so another night spent with the boy. and things are progressing very well. on tuesday we ended up talking online and i kind of got mixed signals. he said there was still stuff left over from his previous relationship. his ex had cheated on him many times, and was still dealing with the fallout from that, so he wanted to take things slow and not rush into anything. while i completely sympathise with that, i felt a little weird about it. and then last night.

last night was great. everything was fresh and new again, like discovering him for the first time. i feel totally comfortable around emmanuel. he's strange, he's different, and that i love. it's like i don't have to contain myself when i am with him, because he's just as out there as i can be.

the fireworks sucked, but everything else was great.