music right now: 'gabriel' by lamb

i have always wanted certain songs to play at certain times during my life. like when i first meet someone, or the first kiss, or what have you.

it's happened twice. once when i was at unity with nick. this would be about the time we first got together. and as we started to leave, 'falling' by alicia keys came on.

the second time was when i was at a coffee shop with ossie. 'gabriel' by lamb came on. it was especially important for me then because that song was a big big part of my life at the time.

i'm not with either person today. and i'm still waiting for that right song to play when i meet that right boy at the right time.

maybe i'm obsessed with everything being right.