music right now: 'courage' by sarah polley

so it turns out that i have an acute anxiety disorder. could told you that without seeing a therapist. but whatever.

i feel really weird now. the past few days i haven't felt much of anything. it's like laying in a luke warm pool. that's it. nothing positive. nothing negative. just middle of the road and boring. so i guess this is what it feels like to be normal. there have been times when i've felt like i should feel something but it just doesn't come. no extreme emotional outbursts. no crying. nothing. not even happiness. just contentedness. which is boring.

christ i am losing it i swear.

... posted at 2:38 p.m. by gleefully gloomy. ...

back from an extended hiatus

Reading:
The Shock Doctrine: The Rise of Disaster Capitalism
Naomi Klein
God Is Not Great: How Religion Poisons Everything
Christopher Hitchens
Copenhagen
Time Out City Guides

Seeing:
Juno
Jason Reitman
Annie Hall
Woody Allen
There Will Be Blood
Paul Thomas Anderson